10.19.2010

The series finale

I'm just your friend.
No, no.. let me restart.
I'm just your special friend.

Your special friend whom you have to talk to everyday.
When you're happy, when you're excited, when you're frustrated, when you're bored.

Your special friend whom you do nice things for.
Not because she ever asks but because you know she'll appreciate it.

Your special friend whom you want to spend your free time with.
Because you just "loove" that you can chill and do nothing with her and still have a good time.

Your special friend whom you want to have sex with.
Because the tension is so high you can't lay beside her without touching her.

Your special friend whom you want to hold and play fight with.
Because you want to feel her warmth and watch her try to take you on.

Your special friend whom your patient with no matter how much she overreacts.
Because you just can't tell her to the shutup and hurt her like that.

Your special friend whose hand you felt like holding.
Just because.

Your special friend whom you can't stand to lose.
Because she means so much to you.

Your special friend that you treat differently from the rest.
Because she's "special" of course.

Your special friend who you've lost for the very last time.
Because you can't admit to yourself just how irreplaceable she really is to you.

Atleast she knows.

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