Loss of a Lover.
You miss their warmth, their embrace, the intimacy, and the comfort of knowing that they're always there. But every day does get easier, and eventually you leave the memories behind. You move on and find somebody new who provides you with everything you had in that lover and more.
Loss of a Friend.
You miss the laughter and the jokes, the random phone calls and messages that brightened your day, the times you went out and the had the time of your lives, and the times you chilled out and did nothing at all. But you can always make new friends, there will always be somebody that enjoys your company just as much as you do theirs.
Loss of a Homie.
You miss them. A homie is someone you truly respect and value. Not for how they make you feel, not for what they can provide you or do for you, not for anything but who they are. A homie is family...they could do anything, say anything, be there every day or be gone for years, and it just doesn't matter because they have a permanent spot in your life... a spot that can never be replaced nor forgotten. The truth is, you never will lose a real homie, because these are rare people that will be around through the thick, and the ridiculously thin.
I thank God every day for the real homies in my life...for those that are with me every day, and for those that can't be. I couldn't have made it through the last 23 years of my life without my rocks, and they know exactly who they are.
12.06.2010
12.03.2010
If you have a sense of humor... f##king laugh already...
I was you tubing and came across this hilarity. I know black people would take this as an offense, but like c'mon y'all, it's nothing to be serious about. I hope I don't sound like a racist just cause I found this video hella funny. Hope this made you laugh... even a lil, lol!
11.17.2010
Let Go.
I ain’t never had anyone fuck me up like you,
Lift me up so high and drop me down like you do.
Said you was hurtin, but it took you only two weeks to get through,
While I’m here suffering 3 months past due
I had the days I thought I was over it too
Wasn’t spending so much time thinkin bout you
But then you did the same shit that you always do,
Why you holdin, rubbin my hand as if I belong to you?
You knew what you were doin,
Ain’t that the game you always play?
Tell me to leave, but you can’t bare to see that day.
So you might be wonderin why the fuck do I stay…
I never even cussed you, never raised my voice
Cuz I still consider you my best friend… it ain’t even by choice
It’s just that you’re the only one I ever had that with
I truly cared for you…opened up to you…spent so much time with you
Musta been the reason I put up with all the bullshit that came with you
See if it were anyone else, I’d say fuck em and leave
But we got something special, something so hard to achieve
And the thing is…I know you felt all that too,
Why would you spend two years if it meant nothing to you?
I may have been naïve bout some of the shit you did,
But the things you told me…n the way you would hold me...
I know that was legit.
Maybe that’s why I’m still holdin on,
I don’t think you would’ve left, if I hadn’t gone.
Cuz it’s easy when you don’t gotta see me and your busy with your new G,
But whenever I’m around, you do all this shit...as if you wanna be with me
You can go ahead and deny it and keep your pride
But I know you…and I know when you show me that side
See now, I’m not sayin I still wanna be with you,
Think I learned that lesson after breakin my heart…times two
And don’t get me wrong, you know I’ve forgiven you
Guess all I’m really sayin is,
You let go...and I’ll let go too.
I wrote this poem on December 7th 2006...it's crazy how long its been and how very relevant it remains lol Anyway it's one of my all-time faves, hope you enjoyed it :)
Lift me up so high and drop me down like you do.
Said you was hurtin, but it took you only two weeks to get through,
While I’m here suffering 3 months past due
I had the days I thought I was over it too
Wasn’t spending so much time thinkin bout you
But then you did the same shit that you always do,
Why you holdin, rubbin my hand as if I belong to you?
You knew what you were doin,
Ain’t that the game you always play?
Tell me to leave, but you can’t bare to see that day.
So you might be wonderin why the fuck do I stay…
I never even cussed you, never raised my voice
Cuz I still consider you my best friend… it ain’t even by choice
It’s just that you’re the only one I ever had that with
I truly cared for you…opened up to you…spent so much time with you
Musta been the reason I put up with all the bullshit that came with you
See if it were anyone else, I’d say fuck em and leave
But we got something special, something so hard to achieve
And the thing is…I know you felt all that too,
Why would you spend two years if it meant nothing to you?
I may have been naïve bout some of the shit you did,
But the things you told me…n the way you would hold me...
I know that was legit.
Maybe that’s why I’m still holdin on,
I don’t think you would’ve left, if I hadn’t gone.
Cuz it’s easy when you don’t gotta see me and your busy with your new G,
But whenever I’m around, you do all this shit...as if you wanna be with me
You can go ahead and deny it and keep your pride
But I know you…and I know when you show me that side
See now, I’m not sayin I still wanna be with you,
Think I learned that lesson after breakin my heart…times two
And don’t get me wrong, you know I’ve forgiven you
Guess all I’m really sayin is,
You let go...and I’ll let go too.
I wrote this poem on December 7th 2006...it's crazy how long its been and how very relevant it remains lol Anyway it's one of my all-time faves, hope you enjoyed it :)
11.16.2010
My Christmas List
Dear Santa,
All I want for Christmas issssss....
My family, my bestest friends, walks in the park, late night movies, and maybe even playing in the snow...??? :)
To bake goodies, to chat, to laugh, to smiiiiile and to simply enjoy my days and nights to the fullest.
Those sound like the greatest gifts eveer right now...no material gift could beat finally being able to relax and spend time with the ones I love without stressing about assignments and exams and all that crap...I can't waaaiit!
Come soon PLEASSEE! :D
All I want for Christmas issssss....
My family, my bestest friends, walks in the park, late night movies, and maybe even playing in the snow...??? :)
To bake goodies, to chat, to laugh, to smiiiiile and to simply enjoy my days and nights to the fullest.
Those sound like the greatest gifts eveer right now...no material gift could beat finally being able to relax and spend time with the ones I love without stressing about assignments and exams and all that crap...I can't waaaiit!
Come soon PLEASSEE! :D
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