You see that little background picture I have on my blog title?!?! Those expressions I can definitely relate to momentarily.
I am beyond frustrated with the way things are going within a certain part of my life. All I can say is WOW!!! You know when you have given it your all to make sure everything goes right? Yet it never works out the way you want it to, and somehow the most littlest things come up, and just lead to a pathway of wrong. I honestly don't know what to do within that matter. I'm most def breathing fire right now... I'm agitated and frustrated beyond the unthinkable. I can honestly say that I am dead exhausted. And I really don't know if things can be fixed permanently. It's such a roller coaster that you have no idea when that big loop can come up and catch you unexpectedly. And you don't see it coming cause things will go fine, and that's the part of the roller coaster that doesn't give you those jitter bugs, BUT then you close your eyes for a moment, and within that blink of a moment that shitty part comes up and makes your stomach feel all sorts of ways.
Right now.... all I can do is hope for better days and hope that things will go my way for once. There's only so much a person can put up with and do, and when they lose it... they lose it. I really am anticipating in the roller coaster ride right now with no loops... not much of a roller coaster then right? Well... that's exactly what I'm hoping for!
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